I will try to keep this short-ish, but I am going through years over memories and experiences so.. bear with me please.
Background information: Ever since I was a child (before what I personally can recall) my mom said I had been seeing/hearing things that nobody else could see/hear. She and my grandma also said that when I would look over certain people’s shoulder, I would cry and back away as if I was seeing something. As I got older, I saw and experienced more things as if my sixth sense was developing with my age. It wasn’t until my 13th birthday however, when this story all began…
When I turned 13, I began having strange dreams and actually began to have spirits try to communicate with me (both good and bad). One of which is still lingering. The day of turning 13, I remember waking up and freaking out because my clock said 4:02PM. Thinking I overslept wayyyy too much, I quickly sat up and when I did I faintly saw something like a shadow next to my bed. After seeing that shadow, I fell back down onto my bed and then I was “asleep”. I was in a dark room and out of the darkness appeared a man. Very tall, wearing a suit and long black hair that was tied back. He said something like, “I have been waiting for you.” and he reached out his hand. I don’t know why, but I felt scared and I ran way; waking up. When I awoke, the weirdest thing happened: my clock said 1:14PM. However, I brushed it off.
After awhile of absence from said man, I had another strange occurrence. I was laying down on my bed, with my door SHUT. I then fell asleep for a quick power nap and that was when I believe I astral projected. Because I remember stepping off my bed and seeing my body. I then turned around and looked at my room, thinking it was so strange. Then, I heard my door open… Turning around, I saw the same man. When I tried to move, it felt like I couldn’t and I especially couldn’t speak, however when he spoke I could hear him in my head. He walked closer, pulled me towards him and hugged me then when he tried to kiss me, I felt this fear inside me.. I managed to push him away and ran back into my body. When I woke up, my door was open. I asked my dad who was the only one home at the time and he said he had been in the living room the whole time.
The last thing that is IMPORTANT is this: The last dream I had with him in it (about 2 years ago). Everything around me was dark except for a single road in front of me and some light posts on the path. While walking, I heard music playing that was the same music as my favorite music box in my real life. As I walked closer, it led me to a small room that looked like it was filled with things and on the floor was my music box. As I picked it up, I felt somebody come up behind me and when I turned around there he was. All black, long black tied hair, and tall (maybe 6’3″ or 4″). He said nothing, but held out a deep red rose and for some reason I felt compelled to take it. However, as I was reaching for it, I saw HUGE black wings that got cramped in the small space sprout from his back. Seeing this made me terrified and I pushed him, running out of the room. Whilst running away, I woke up and jumped out of bed out of breath and sweaty. Really briefly though, I saw a single black feather floating away.
That was the last dream I had of him, however is he now (and has been) in my waking life. I feel his presence A LOT. He has a certain smell and a very powerful strong presence. He also has taken earrings (one from 3 different pairs), I’ve awoken to the feeling of someone kissing my forehead, I’ve been poked, my hair tugged, brushed against, etc. And sometimes things move, a lot.
One night I was showering and just thinking about the strange series of events when all the sudden I heard a separate voice that wasn’t mine say, “When men began to multiply on the face of the land and daughters were born to them, the sons of God saw that the daughters of man were attractive. And they took as their wives any they chose.” While I am christian, I never had heard this before so I did some research as it bugged me all night. When I researched, I found the book of Enoch… Now, for some reason I had ALWAYS been curious of fallen angels and even knew of their existence before I ever even learned about the topic for some reason. I then was dead set on this thing being a fallen angel.. and I think I am right. One night while praying and meditating, I asked “Is this a fallen angel bothering me?” and I heard a faint but clear as day, “yes”. I then asked for a name and in bright golden/silver letters I saw “Arakiel” a name that I could have no prior knowledge to. Upon doing research, I found out he was one of the leaders who encouraged angels to come to Earth and take women as wives (he also taught men the signs of Earth).
Last major thing that happened: The night before the Solar Eclipse I felt his presence stronger than ever. It was so much more powerful than I had ever felt of him before. So much so that I couldn’t move, speak, nothing (no, not sleep paralysis, I was wide awake reading a book while laying down). As I felt his presence get closer, it suddenly went away because thank the lord my mom walked in. When she turned on the light, I just suddenly burst into tears and was shaking so much. His presence caused me a full blown panic attack, something that hadn’t happened before. Following this incident, I suffered from dizziness and nausea.
Well, if you stuck around for this long story.. thank you. My question is very simple which is just please put your thoughts and advice for me down in the comments. Why me? What does he want? Why won’t he leave no matter what I do? Has he been around me my whole life because he had told me he was waiting for me when I first met him (yet he felt oddly familiar even though it was the first time seeing him). Please just help >_< I’m just lost and in disbelief really.
Asked by Emale