July 4, 2013 in Death and Life

White Ghost White Light Near Death Experience?

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As far as a NDE – near death experience – it was my birthday I had turned 19. At that time of my life I was going through a lot of depression from my dad being sick to him not speaking to me and the boyfriend I had at the time hurt me real bad he pretty much lead me on while he was in jail did nothing to come by and see me for my birthday.

I had drank so much that all the pain just became worse. I felt a heavy disappointing hurt sad feeling down on my chest. I remember my brother taking me in my cousins car. I was trying so hard not to cry and to keep that feeling away. I could not take anymore. I began to cry, threw up a few times where I became weak. I was crying laying on the door of the car some how I felt peace like it was ok still feeling the pain of hurt.

I closed my eyes to rest when all of a sudden I saw a white speck of light getting closer and wider at the same time until it came passing through me like I was going through a tunnel, a white tunnel. It didn’t take long after I realized I had died, in my head I died god wanted me home. I kept telling him no I’m not ready not yet please! Over and over until I ssaw a flick of pictures and moments of my life on the left hand side of my view I saw the three most important people of my life my mom, dad and my grama on my moms side. Then underneath them as they faded away I saw a little girl riding a bike. I kept asking my self who she was. As I still kept crying out to him to please let me go that I was not ready all of a sudden everything turned into darkness and I woke up still crying.

For the rest of the night I remember saying to my cousin I’m an Angel I saw it! But she thought I was drunk.

Asked by Drea F

One Comment

  1. July 4, 2013 at 4:22 pm

    Ama Nazra


    Hello Drea,

    Did you go to the doctor afterwards? Was it alcohol poisoning or a heart condition?

    Did you have a bike as a kid? That was my thought for your final vision, the little girl on the bike might have been you. How far back in time do we have to investigate, when we need to seek healing for ourselves?

    I am sure you passed out, but I am not sure you died. Either way, its not really important. What is important is what you did afterwards to help yourself to find peace and healing.

    Thank you for sharing your remarkable experience with us,

    Love & Peace
    Ama Nazra

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