White Ghost White Light Near Death Experience?

As far as a NDE – near death experience – it was my birthday I had turned 19. At that time of my life I was going through a lot of depression from my dad being sick to him not speaking to me and the boyfriend I had at the time hurt me real bad he pretty much lead me on while he was in jail did nothing to come by and see me for my birthday.

I had drank so much that all the pain just became worse. I felt a heavy disappointing hurt sad feeling down on my chest. I remember my brother taking me in my cousins car. I was trying so hard not to cry and to keep that feeling away. I could not take anymore. I began to cry, threw up a few times where I became weak. I was crying laying on the door of the car some how I felt peace like it was ok still feeling the pain of hurt.

I closed my eyes to rest when all of a sudden I saw a white speck of light getting closer and wider at the same time until it came passing through me like I was going through a tunnel, a white tunnel. It didn’t take long after I realized I had died, in my head I died god wanted me home. I kept telling him no I’m not ready not yet please! Over and over until I ssaw a flick of pictures and moments of my life on the left hand side of my view I saw the three most important people of my life my mom, dad and my grama on my moms side. Then underneath them as they faded away I saw a little girl riding a bike. I kept asking my self who she was. As I still kept crying out to him to please let me go that I was not ready all of a sudden everything turned into darkness and I woke up still crying.

For the rest of the night I remember saying to my cousin I’m an Angel I saw it! But she thought I was drunk.

Asked by Drea F