I am the third child out of four sisters or shall I said I am the middle child which ever you may call it. I am the third born. I love my sisters but I feel like I don’t belong. I feel like we are from different world when I am around them I feel out of place not like I feel I am more than what they are but just like I don’t fit in like I don’t belong and it have me feeling crazy because I always fill out of place when we all are together and I always could tell when my mother is sick doing the night because I feel everything she is going through and feeling and her pains and when I call her the next day to let her know I know whats going on with her she hangs up the phone just like before my uncle died I seen it and I have spoken to him and when my son was over in Afghanistan I felt what was going on with my son and when he got home he told me he almost drown I was sitting at my desk at work and all at once my body couldn’t move on the left side and my mouth came full of water and he explain to me what had happen but I knew he was in trouble.
Three years ago I lost my sister the one before me her and I was very closed and I knew she was going to died because the night before she called for me to come and she her the next day and when I went and after I left the house my mother called me and told me my sister had just passed to me she was waited to see me before she went to the other side. And right now my mother have cancer she tells my sisters what she want them to know but I know how bad it is without her telling me so what she do is she don’t call me as often as she do because she know I can pick up on whats doing on with her my sisters tells me that I don’t know what I am talking about but I am not crazy and I am always feeling like I am searching for something I love to read about spiritual realm, angels and spirits I feel I am draw to these things its something they wants me to know and learn more about but I don’t know where to start I am a person I learn someone through there spirit and the vibe I get from them if I get a bad vibe than its a bad spirit and when someone have a bad spirit that comes around me I know it before they even get close to me I could feel them when they walk into the room.
Please help me because sometime I feel like I am going crazy because I don’t understand myself and whats going many time I find myself looking into the mirror and talking to myself and answering myself as well but it always tells me you are not talking to yourself so don’t think you are crazy all I know is that I am different than my other sisters but I don’t know why and how to find out what or who am I? I felt that I been here before its like I am another person I am not myself its like I am living another person life. please help me
Asked by dd