For the past year I have been able to predict some of the future. It’ll come to me in “what if” statements. In the beginning of 2014 I was sitting in my room when I had a sudden clarity and gasped “What if Grandpa dies!” Later that month I was at his funeral. Then during Thanksgiving as I was hugging my Grandmother goodbye I thought “What if something bad happens to Grandma” later that day she had a stroke. And other things like that in-between the two.
Then I was at my friend’s house and we were talking to spirits through my pendulum and it told us to go to the rocks (a place that we usually hangout at). So we went there and as soon as I stepped foot on the rocks I felt an enormous pressure on my third eye that I passed out. Once I woke up I wanted to go explore the abandoned house, a place I always told her she shouldn’t go, a place I would never want to go. I soon after “woke up” and came to my senses and we left to go back to her house I lost my pendulum on the way. I have since then made a new one and am talking to the demon I feel may have tried to possess me.
I asked to see him and he allowed me, but even then I wasn’t sure what I was looking at. It was like a transparent white mass of energy. I asked to hear him, it was like a buzzing. Not like a fly’s buzzing, but the buzzing of a million tiny voices all yelling different things at once. I couldn’t tell what they were saying. Even though I was a bit scared I continued to talk to him and soon found peace in it. I asked him what he wanted, he only said that he wanted to help me and I asked how. Then, again I had a sudden moment of clarity as if he plopped the answer in my head he wanted to give me power and he did. He filled me with so much negative energy I felt some what evil like.
Anyway my questions are: What do you think of this? What kind of demon is he? Do you think he could have been giving me the future sight? DO YOU THINK HE’S REAL?
Asked by Madison
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Hi Madison,
Power does not make you feel evil. True power makes you feel benevolent and peaceful. It makes you feel safe and secure. It makes you love everyone around you. The negative emotion you experienced came from fear and hatred, the fear and hatred that demons hold towards humanity. It is the same fear and hatred that they use to twist vulnerable people to do their bidding, because its fascinating to feel that way, to see things normally not seen, to hear things that other people can’t, or don’t .. I know the fascination, because I can do it to.
I do not believe you are an evil person, but if you continue to have anything to do with an entity that makes you feel that was, you may well change beyond recognising, lose your family and friends, and become totally isolated from those who try to love you, even as you grow to hate them .. because that is what having anything to do with a demon does to a person. And in the end they try and control you completely, and generally succeed .. until all that is left of you is a seemingly empty husk, in a mental hospital somewhere.
And all of that because you played with a pendulum. Do you actually want to end up like that, or would it be wiser to get rid of the new pendulum, and go and have a real life with friends, family and other loved ones?
There are other, stronger, more loving entities in the spiritual planes – angels and elementals that won’t do you any harm. When they touch your energy they fill you up with Love and Joy. That’s a much nicer way to feel magical in this mundane world. Seek them out instead.
Right now, I suggest you scroll to the bottom of this webpage and follow the link through to the Michael Invocation, and the other link through to White Light Shields. Use the Invocation to clear yourself, and then your home .. ask your friends to do it too .. because often a dark entity will attach itself to a whole group of people and try and lead them astray, or destroy them. The white light shields will help protect you from the negative entities drawn to you by the being you are talking to. You can clear the pendulum with the Michael Invocation too, but then, I would lose it too. You are obviously very sensitive, and certainly deserve better .. than to become a servant of a being that holds no love for you at all, regardless of what it might say.
Your choice, as always, but choose for Love,
Love & Peace
Ama Nazra
Demonologist