I Feel Like Something Is Going On Whether Inside Me Or Around Me
Hello to whoever may read this, I am a 19 year old female and I think something is going on. This is going to be very long so bear with me. When I was younger I could never sleep alone, I always had to sleep with my parents. I’m terrified of the dark even now, I feel things and/or hear things, and it scares me. I feel like something is always around or always watching me. When I was younger whenever I would sleep with my parents I would sleep in between them (that’s where I felt the safest), but just about every night on the ceiling fan I would see a kind of whitish goldish glowing spider… what does that mean?
Many nights I would see something at the foot of their bed somewhat reflected in the mirror on the wall. I would see a black (darker than night) creature… it would always be on its hands and knees/feet. And it would crawl around the room. I have been terrified of it ever since. now that I’m older I sleep alone, but some nights when I’m asleep but not all the way I feel like someone or something is right in my face, almost like it’s trying to absorb something.
The scariest thing that had ever happened to me on one night when I was sleeping on the couch (I started doing that because I was too scared/uncomfortable to sleep in my room) well I was laying there watching t.v and I heard a loud knock on the side door right by the couch. I can’t remember if it was two or three knocks but after I heard that I started trembling I had never been so scared in all my life. I never went to sleep that night, I even went into my moms room and layer with her. She had never seen me so scared.
I felt as if multiple spirits, entities, I don’t know were surrounding my house trying to get to me, but I also felt that a large group of them were forming a circle/half circle on our back patio. They were dark (black) they may have been wearing cloaks or something. And yes I went and investigated the knocking but I could never recreate it. I have always seen things that I could never explain so I have always kept it to myself.
I just feel like something is going on whether inside of me or around me. I just want an opinion or even an answer. Thank you to whoever reads this.(oh and I forgot to mention I believe spirits are drawn to me).
Asked by BlueBird