Month: March 2018

Sometimes I see writing like newspaper headlines when my eyes are closed.

These are not any writings I have ever seen. Once it appeared as if a definition in the dictionary. It was for a New Zealand word from one of the tribes.

Asked by Butch

All my life I’ve been interested in the paranormal stuff. I believed there is more than the eye can see. And I believed because I felt it.

To my recent discovery my mom has told me that a few years ago a psychic woman came to our house not knowing anything about us. According to my mom as soon as she entered our house she stopped and said: Do you know you’re eldest son is paranormally gifted? She offered to help me learn and deal with this gift and even how to strengthen it but sadly my mom declined the offer because at that age 17-19 I was still too scared of all the explainable stuff.

Some of the things I experienced are (unexplained noises footsteps / ectoplasm mist / unexplained wind in a closed room / coldspots)

Im a skeptic so when these things happen i thoroughly investigate. I try to mimic certain noises or things that happen and most of the time I couldn’t find a decent explanation.

My mom told me about the psychic woman 3 months ago and since then I’ve been trying to open up more for it with some success. I even tried to contact this woman but sadly she is dead.

Now I feel restless because I want to explore this ‘gift’. I don’t even know what gift I have that’s also a problem. I don’t know where to start and I don’t want to do anything reckless such as rituals or magick. Which I am certainly will be able to pull off. But I’m not going to walk that road without knowing how to protect myself.I am in need an experienced guide who has walked this path and developed his or her gift.

how do I proceed..

Asked by Thesentinel

Hello. I have been under a lot of stress, and found the Arch Angel Michael Invocation which I performed in my home.

I became very emotional as I was saying the words out loud, and struggled to finish the text, but did so through tears.

Once finished I started sobbing and kept thinking the phrase, “I am so sorry but you have to go.” I found it distressing to get through the invocation, but on some level I knew I had to.

Now I feel really lost… and sad.

Have I done something wrong please??

With respect, love and light,

Mel.

The Michael Invocation

Question About The Michael Invocation

Hello there, I’m Julia and I’m Italian (sorry in advance for the bad grammar).

I’m 32 and my entire life I felt like being protected or bonded to something, it’s just my guts. A little background info on my childhood:

When I was around 7 my family and I were moving to another house. While removing my bed, my mom noticed a bunch of red hair put together in a red string under my mattress and asked me what it was. I had no clue, and since we are all blonde in the family it felt strange. My mom anyway trow away the hair and don’t think about it. Little time later I began experiencing strange things. At night, almost every night, I felt like someone was sitting on the bad while I was asleep, but always wake up when happens. The first time it occurred i asked my mom and my dad if they on my bed last night and they told me they didn’t. So when happened again many as many times I was scared to death since i knew it wasn’t my parents and never dared to look who it was.

Then one morning I woke up just to see a hand waving at me from the side of my pillow, scared to death I run to my parents bed crying and they didn’t believed me of course.

The times passed by and while I get older I started practicing black magic. My instinct told me I had the ability to master magic and dark forces. And so it was. I was brilliant in curses and divination, when I read hand or tarots I had vision of the past of the person I was reading and never fail. I was 18 and the people I read were impressed and terrified at the same time. I felt like I had a gift, so i started digging in demonology and studying demons. I was particularly fascinated whit asmodeus and belial, but things got scary after trying some summoning so I quit everything 2 years after. The thing the scariest me the most was that for 1 week every night the sound of an owl appeared in my room. Every single night. Even my parent heared and never been able to understand what the hell it was. I consulted with a priestess and she told me it was Lilith warning me, and it scared the shi* out of me.

I quit magic and throw away any single book or item related to magic.

In the meantime i changed sex from men to women (long looong story) and at 22 I started living as a regular woman, doing a regular job and being engaged to an amazing man although having this feeling in my guts of something watching over me. I did some very messed up thing in my life but always being unermed. Like something or someone protecting me.

Then 2 years ago something changed. Everything fell apart. I began being addicted to oxycodone, broke up with my fiancée and my dad died. All in the lapse of 2 years.

During the last year every night, before I fall asleep, I felt this strong strong presence in the room. Literally something watching. Then the sleep paralisys began. Almost 3 per week. Initially scared I began searching things up and found how sleep paralysis could be used to out of body experiences. So I began to not being scared and after some time I learned how to get my soul out of my body. Right now I’m able to get out of my body almost every nignt. Also before fall asleep I heard voices in my head. Like hearing someone talking, and be able to see in my mind places I never been. I don’t know how to explain that, but searching it I found it could be remote wieving. I don’t know.

I do know however that a demon can talk to you by telepathy. And when I ask “who are you?” Or “are u here for me?” Almost immediately he or she answer trough my toughs with things like “everything s gonna be fine Julia” or “I’m here for you”

I don’t know if I have a gift or some entity around me, fact is that the background of my family let me suspicious. My mom used to be a nun. She left church when she was 30 and started dating. She aborted her first child 2 years after leaving the curch and then had me whit my dad. They gave me the second name Maria, In Italian for the Virgin Mary. Then I changed sex. And I was thinking…all these sins, the fact that my mom was a nun,, my sex change and stuff against gods will, may have attracted a demon? Wha is was that hair under my bed? I’m a demonically influences? I feel very very attracted to the dark side, I’ve always been. Always fascinated about how lucifer fell and why he fell. Fascinated with death and violence, always had a morbid curiosity about everything dark and evil. I’m a psyco? Lol. Any suggestions or idea are really appreciated because I don’t know if all these thing are coincidence or have any meaning.

Thank you all.

Asked by Julia