My question is to those who are particularly experienced in a field of demonology. I have demon problems throughout my life. Problem is complex and involve many issues some of which began since by birth or maybe even before. I have been exorcised years ago, which took care of some, but not the main one.
Recently, I came across a book of Roman Catholic Priest who happens to be exorcist. There is a special prayer he published in book which Catholic Exorcists use. Bible said anyone who drives out demons in Jesus name can do it… technically.
I am so tired to live like this… This demon exhausted me to death. LITERALLY. I am thinking of exorcising myself. Or how else I can make him leave?
I know, doesn’t sound good. But finding exorcist these days almost impossible. Generally, they do it in exceptional cases “proven and documented”. Although, it’s Churches job, they are not readily offer scarify themselves for a stranger, which I can understand. I saw some other “specialists”. They wouldn’t dare… This is a very strong, “scary” demon as they all say.
The reality, I am completely lonely… with a demon to “watch over me”. I avoid people, because firstly, I feel being different in so many ways. No one knows about this dark secret that accompany me all the time. Some people can see… They are so scared… of me with a BEING! They think I am a witch… But I am an innocent victim!
Other problem… good man can’t approach me without BIG consequences afterwards for them. Especially those who really like me. I live in a prison and I want out.
I have strong faith. It’s came with experience rather than with religious culture. I am not possessed, but oppressed severely. Ultimately, all my extended family have been suffering from supernatural evil as long as I remember. Could be different demons involved as well, but THEY DONT BELIEVE IN DEMONS OR GOD!
Any advice?
Asked by Tanya
