Hi again! Would like to share my experience about 3 weeks a ago, at night. its kind of silly though… what I did, but what happened after really irritated me!
so I was trying to sleep, was feeling drowsy but lots of thoughts swarming in my mind one after another, which usually happens. so in the process I just came to think about a cute guy who was practicing witch craft, had watched the show ‘rescue mediums’ (airs in zone reality TV). I found him very cute hehe, so maybe I shouldn’t have done that but I just spoke in my mind..i thought awww he is so cute and remembered since he practices the craft may be…. he would be able to receive the message (if I think of him and send him the message ‘u r really cute, almost had a crush’), he would actually receive it and know it was coming from me..and I did that!
5 minutes later I was thinking about something else already…and out of nowhere, my heart started beating very fast, feeling of anxiety, lost my drowsiness, was so confused, couldn’t understand what was going on and why, was almost about to sleep and now, I just have this uncomfortable feeling, heart beating fast not loud though… I tried to think, my mind was perfectly ok! usually when your mind is scared the brain sends a message and your heart reacts with fast beats, but it was not the case! my logic, conscious whatever was fine, so I just couldn’t find out the reason for the weird uncomfortable feeling! tried to sleep, struggled for about an hour, had enough so at about 1 or 2 am I think I recited a small book (enchantments praising a Hindu god believed to protect us from evils, accidents… basically bad stuffs, I read it when I have nightmares). the weird feeling slightly decreased, and I guess after about 15 minutes. I fell asleep! also felt cold but I think it was due to the night breeze, my curtains were open or just a chill because I was so anxious,happens to me wen my heart beats so fast,but was feeling it only on exposed parts of my body(was wearing a short and T-shirt) so… don’t think it had anything to do but still you are the experts (so maybe this is important to share)
hasn’t happened since then… but what was that? I don’t think it was my psychology cause I had no fear or any kinda scary thoughts in my mind.. but still my heart reacted and was uncomfortable, was not that scared though, just confused and shocked! and I hope sharing this experience with u is not going to make it come back again… really.
thank u for reading such a long query
Asked by shreesa