…hey yooh’s…
…I’m hoping someone might be able to help me phantom out an incident that has happened to me bout 4 times now…
…The first time it happened I was standing in my kitchen doing dishes with no cares or worries and thinking of nothing in particular. juss a normal routine on a normal day. Then it happened suddenly…I don’t really even know what to call it, the closest thing I can compare it to is a void…
…It was as if all existence had disappeared directly from behind me. I had this overpowering sense that if I were to take one step backwards I would fall into nothingness. infront of me everything appeared as it should be, but I had this image in my mind that behind me was absolutely nothing…a non-existence. It gave me a sense of hollowness and pure blackness, a very cold feeling. everything had a dead hollow sound to it. the atmosphere felt thick…
…I was afraid to turn and look cause what I was sensing and hearing was paralizing me. When I did finaly turn and look over my shoulder, everything was still my kitchen…but it never felt the same as it should have and still had that hollow sound…
…This happened 3 more times since…all in different places… the only fact that remainded the same was the fact that each time it happened I was by myself and I was standing…
…Please give me some ideas what my ‘void’ is…
…Dark blessings…
…jan…
Asked by jan