I have had paranormal experiences since I was 2 years old. I have seen ghosts, spoken to lost souls in my dreams (always in areas of “travel;”, motels, hotels, etc) and sometimes I have known about natural disasters before turning on the news, from these guests.
I have successfully heard a vocal communication only once, when my Grandmother was going to pass and her mother fought through my consciousness to tell me that she would wait for her and she would be okay. I have had experiences with negative spirits as well, and prayer always helps.
Sometimes I even receive help from the spirits, they wake me up and tell me I’m late, etc. They play jokes on me, pull my sheets, flick me, sometimes slap me to wake me up. It has always been such a big part of me that I have gotten used to it but unfortunately never successfully mastered it. Things have been so quiet lately that I was afraid I ‘lost’ my ability due to lack of use. But all the time now I wake to loud knocks on the door.
My fiancee cannot hear them and usually I just go back to sleep. But last night I heard it thunderously loud, and when I jolted upright at 3:45 am I had a terrible feeling I could not shake and was unable to fall back asleep. I put my crucifix on and said my prayers, enveloping myself in white light, as I have learned to do, and still felt uneasy. Is it something to be worried about?
Do you think someone is stuck or lost and trying to get my help?
I don’t know if I should burn sage or ask for a blessing of my house. What are your thoughts?
Nel