Hi I am retired paramedic who started on 911 ambulance calls at 19 years old. I’m 2 years removed & am 47 y/o now. I have always had ability to know when people have been critically ill/fatal conditions without surgical intervention w/little to no symptoms.
Now I have been overwhelmed when I concentrate on family or close friends-which are few I get weird feeling when lied to & have always felt w/no evidence when my life has been in danger. I should have lost my life in line of duty 7 times but received scratches.
My wife is stunned constantly when she says what’s wrong an I will tell her some one family or friend is in dark place only 2 discover the next day something bad or emotionally distressing had occurred when I speak 2 them later that day or day after. I am a bit terrified what in heavens name is wrong with me, I do not have mental health issues get regular check ups every 3 months for arthritis don’t drink or drug, no PTSD either. Much love for your input/ guidance, much love
Asked by Eric W